Temptation of Death

Will I be better off if I am dead ?
Will you finally see me,
Even if its only in your dreams...
Will my words be finally heard,
and not fall on deaf ears ?
Oh please tell me,
if I am not here,
will you care for me more ?
And yearn for my presence,
like a thirsty stork waiting for rain..
Oh please tell me,
Will I be better off if I am dead ?
And you finally accept me,
Just the way I am !!!