Temptation of Death

Will I be better off if I am dead ?
Will you finally see me,
Even if its only in your dreams...
Will my words be finally heard,
and not fall on deaf ears ?
Oh please tell me,
if I am not here,
will you care for me more ?
And yearn for my presence,
like a thirsty stork waiting for rain..
Oh please tell me,
Will I be better off if I am dead ?
And you finally accept me,
Just the way I am !!!

Dear diary !!

Lies, hurt, cowardice,
Deception personified,
a monument to treachery,
I am stuck up with you
An albatross around my neck !!


Empty words.
scattered like sand in the wind.
You are no different,
Not your fault,
You all are the same.


Broken promises,
Shattered dreams,
Reverberate along the walls of my mind.
You are forgiven...
I can finally hate you !